I've been hiding my true feelings for months, knowing you wouldn't be able to accept them. The emotions I've been harboring are ones you'll never experience or see, as you continue to hold on to the man who left you long ago. I know I can never match the love he gave you and left behind, but I can offer you the genuine love you've been searching for. However, no matter how hard I try to force my love on you, you'll never accept it, as your heart and eyes still belong to him.

Days, weeks, and months have passed, yet you remain the only one in my heart and mind. I've tried to distance myself from my love for you, but my heart and mind seem to be bound to your presence and being. Although I want to confess my long-hidden feelings to you, I'm held back by fear and anxiety. I'm afraid that if I do, you might leave me, swept away by a strong gust of wind, and disappear from my life. The fear of losing the bond we've built and the thought of your absence haunts me.

Since I couldn't express my true feelings to you in person, I'll convey them through poetry and literature. I'd like to embrace the pain of your rejection, but I'd have to deny every piece of our past, because no matter how much love I show you, I could never replace the man who captured your heart for five years.

If I were to force myself into the space in your heart that's already occupied, my love might become a prison for you, and the more I try to love you, the more it would hurt your feelings. No matter how hard I try, I could never match the five years of love the man you adore has given you. Your heart and mind still scream his name, no matter what efforts I make.

Perhaps the world is right; maybe it's time for me to let go of the rope of my love for you. Maybe I should surrender in this battle. In the end, I'm the only one who's always getting hurt and waiting for you to turn back to me. I hope that in your journey, you'll find the happiness and joy you've been searching for in the arms of your loved one, while I teach my heart to heal and slowly forget your name.

I'll whisper my pain and longing to the wind, so you'll never know that I have feelings for you. I'll endure the pain you've caused me and forget my emotions for you, so I can continue to be with you and talk to you. I hope you'll never notice my tearful eyes and that you'll be happy with him. I won't force my love on you anymore; I'll forget everything I feel for you.

The Frontman