I was supposed to do something ordinary when I first saw the news about gunshots inside the Senate.

At first, it did not fully register. To me, it was just another breaking headline on my screen, the kind that blends into everything I scroll through every day.

But within minutes, social media started filling up with posts, reactions, and arguments. The same event appeared in different versions depending on who was posting it—some alarmed, some angry, some even making it into jokes already. It felt loud in a way that did not come from sound, but from constant repetition.

And yet after a while, I still found myself putting my phone down and going back to what I was supposed to be doing—reviews, chores, responsibilities, the usual routine. It almost felt strange how quickly everything returned to normal, as if something alarming happened could not pause everyday life for long.

News today does not come in a single moment of clarity. It comes from waves of posts, reposts, comment sections, updates, and opinions that never actually stop forming. Before one issue is fully understood, another comes rushing in to take attention from it.

On social media, political chaos is not only reported—it is reacted to immediately. People exchange outrage, debate intensely, and then move on just as quickly when something new appears. Everything seems to be competing for attention at the same time, only for them to not be given focus for long.

In this kind of cycle, it becomes harder to tell how to properly respond anymore.

There is information, reactions, and emotions everywhere, but very little space to fully process anything.

In my own experience, I noticed how quickly my reaction change from shock to normalcy. At first, I would pause when I read news like that—read everything, scroll for updates, try to understand what is happening. But eventually, my chores and responsibilities pull me back into my day.

And I often feel uneasy about that change.

It’s not that I stopped caring. It’s more that I can't stay in that emotional state for long. There are still things I need to finish, lessons I need to review, and routines that I can’t just ignore. Life does not stop just because something unsettling is happening in the background.

And over time, I noticed the same pattern in other people too. There is outrage, discussion, even fear—but it fades quickly, replaced by whatever comes next online. Then everyone goes back to their own routines, as if nothing happened, even though something certainly did.

Maybe what is happening is not indifference, but exhaustion.

When everything needs attention at the same time, it becomes difficult to hold on to one emotion for too long. Outrage, shock, and emotion start to feel temporary—not because they don't matter, neither is it because they are not real, but because there is always another issue waiting to replace the last one.

In that kind of environment, continuing with everyday life does not always mean that people are unaffected. Sometimes, it simply means they are trying to function while carrying too much at once.

The mind learns to move on quickly, not because it stopped caring, but because it has to.

And maybe that's what feels the most strange about living in this constant cycle—not just the chaos itself, but how quickly it becomes part of the background. How something alarming can become too loud the first moment, then the next second, it dissolves into routine again.

I still scroll through the same feeds. I still see the same kinds of headlines. And I still return to my everyday routine afterward, just like most people do.

But sometimes, I wonder if getting used to it means we are fine—or learning how to keep going anyway.

The Frontman